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Life.
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I'm not one to write many journal entries, heck, my last one was over 3 years ago. How fitting.
Why the dot in the title? Why not. Life's too strange to stop to ponder over stuff like that. There are better things to consider.
Sometimes it's good to stop and look back to what you've accomplished in 3 years. I thought I upgraded my knowledge on friendship and on the human nature. Apparently I didn't. I thought they could be worried for me. I thought they could be happy for me. They couldn't. I thought I could make a mess into a clean slate. I couldn't. I thought if I fought hard enough I would find a place to belong. But it was a matter of fate, not fighting.
I've always been proud of my 'fate fighting' abilities. That's why it always frustrated me when people let go so easily. Of their selflessness, of their friendship, of their dignity.
I want to start anew.
Why the dot in the title? Why not. Life's too strange to stop to ponder over stuff like that. There are better things to consider.
Sometimes it's good to stop and look back to what you've accomplished in 3 years. I thought I upgraded my knowledge on friendship and on the human nature. Apparently I didn't. I thought they could be worried for me. I thought they could be happy for me. They couldn't. I thought I could make a mess into a clean slate. I couldn't. I thought if I fought hard enough I would find a place to belong. But it was a matter of fate, not fighting.
I've always been proud of my 'fate fighting' abilities. That's why it always frustrated me when people let go so easily. Of their selflessness, of their friendship, of their dignity.
I want to start anew.
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A friendly tag
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Thank you, 
for tagging me.
1) Do you have a hobby other than your art?
I like to read books. I have received a lot of medieval fantasy books for my birthday which I feel obliged to read, but even more recently, I decided to start a challenge called "female authors only reads summer challenge". So far my chosen authors have been Andrada Cooș and Richelle Mead.
2) What do you enjoy more, Rain or Shine?
Rain, for sure. I love the feeling it gives me that the sky is not limitless, but a huge ceiling, and also that we are all prompted en masse to seek refuge like puppets lacking free will.
3) What is your Favourite Anime?
Higurashi no Naku Koro ni. Never before it had I ever rooted for a character to kill someone viciously and wish for their getting away with it. Higurashi no Naku Koro ni is a nice anime that taught me the value of friendship. Friendship without trust is meaningless.
4) Who is your Favourite Anime Character?
Bernkastel is an excellent example of when a knightly personality lives long enough to become a villain. The way her viciousness can't be changed by inner nor outer (read: meta) means is what makes her one of the most iconic characters in anime/manga/visual novels.
5+6) Where do you want to visit in the world, and why?
I want to visit Japan. I want to see its temples, red temple gates, fortunes, lakes, Ryuukishi-sama, butler cafes, sushi train restaurants, McDonald's which sell sakura flavours, and shops that sell my most wanted visual novel merch.
7) Do you have a love life? ;3
I haven't found the right moment yet to ask for my new crush's name.
8) Do you have a sport you enjoy playing/watching?
I've always loved to watch ice skating as a kid. It looked the coolest. The way fairies move in the movie Thumbelina is heavily based on it too. Then volleyball grew on me, because of that one anime.
9) If you could drastically improve one of the 5 senses in your body, which would it be?
I have perfect eyesight, but I want stronger eyes that never get tired or red and never burst a blood vessel. Even better, make my eye blood vessels unburst again.
10) If you had to lose one of the 5 senses, which would it be?
I don't want to choose, but hearing perhaps, because I already block out a lot of noise when I need to concentrate, so in some circumstances, it wouldn't make much of a difference.
11) *Insert Fun-Fact of your choice here!*
When I read books, I translate them to moving pictures of anime characters. It would be awkward to hook up in my head two faces I know, or make them unnecessarily cool or relevant.
12) Nearing the end! XD If you had a super power, what would it be!?!
One word: Fire. Fire to destroy, fire to heal, fire to boil, fire to save, fire to escape. Fire is all around perfect.
13) Finally! okay, if you had to pick a person from DA to become a real life friend, who would it be?
is the best friend I made in the 7 years I have been here. We have many tied OC's on dA. She lives in such a different culture than me, I think it would be an exciting experience if we lived together for a short while.
Thinks I am fantastic, but in reality I am a fun ruiner, so I will stop the tag here.
for tagging me.1) Do you have a hobby other than your art?
I like to read books. I have received a lot of medieval fantasy books for my birthday which I feel obliged to read, but even more recently, I decided to start a challenge called "female authors only reads summer challenge". So far my chosen authors have been Andrada Cooș and Richelle Mead.
2) What do you enjoy more, Rain or Shine?
Rain, for sure. I love the feeling it gives me that the sky is not limitless, but a huge ceiling, and also that we are all prompted en masse to seek refuge like puppets lacking free will.
3) What is your Favourite Anime?
Higurashi no Naku Koro ni. Never before it had I ever rooted for a character to kill someone viciously and wish for their getting away with it. Higurashi no Naku Koro ni is a nice anime that taught me the value of friendship. Friendship without trust is meaningless.
4) Who is your Favourite Anime Character?
Bernkastel is an excellent example of when a knightly personality lives long enough to become a villain. The way her viciousness can't be changed by inner nor outer (read: meta) means is what makes her one of the most iconic characters in anime/manga/visual novels.
5+6) Where do you want to visit in the world, and why?
I want to visit Japan. I want to see its temples, red temple gates, fortunes, lakes, Ryuukishi-sama, butler cafes, sushi train restaurants, McDonald's which sell sakura flavours, and shops that sell my most wanted visual novel merch.
7) Do you have a love life? ;3
I haven't found the right moment yet to ask for my new crush's name.
8) Do you have a sport you enjoy playing/watching?
I've always loved to watch ice skating as a kid. It looked the coolest. The way fairies move in the movie Thumbelina is heavily based on it too. Then volleyball grew on me, because of that one anime.
9) If you could drastically improve one of the 5 senses in your body, which would it be?
I have perfect eyesight, but I want stronger eyes that never get tired or red and never burst a blood vessel. Even better, make my eye blood vessels unburst again.
10) If you had to lose one of the 5 senses, which would it be?
I don't want to choose, but hearing perhaps, because I already block out a lot of noise when I need to concentrate, so in some circumstances, it wouldn't make much of a difference.
11) *Insert Fun-Fact of your choice here!*
When I read books, I translate them to moving pictures of anime characters. It would be awkward to hook up in my head two faces I know, or make them unnecessarily cool or relevant.
12) Nearing the end! XD If you had a super power, what would it be!?!
One word: Fire. Fire to destroy, fire to heal, fire to boil, fire to save, fire to escape. Fire is all around perfect.
13) Finally! okay, if you had to pick a person from DA to become a real life friend, who would it be?
is the best friend I made in the 7 years I have been here. We have many tied OC's on dA. She lives in such a different culture than me, I think it would be an exciting experience if we lived together for a short while. Thinks I am fantastic, but in reality I am a fun ruiner, so I will stop the tag here.
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The First Day of Summer
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Summer is here. Rejoice.
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School :(
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Like other fellow deviantArtists, I feel compelled to tell you guys that I've started school today.
Blame it on school when I won't be too active.
Blame it on school when I won't be too active.
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Devious Journal Entry
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Like other fellow deviantArtists, I feel compelled to tell you guys that I've started school today.
Blame it on school when I won't be too active.
Blame it on school when I won't be too active.
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